It;s finally time to make a new post. You're looking at the big screen this time. It's fun. It's all large and stuff. I'm talking about the TV in living at loblolly. As though one day you're gonna forget this exists. Life is short.


It actually is though. Which is crazy since you're so young. It's crazy to say but it's none the less true. Things go away really quickly. Look at today. I'm p;laying with Paula nd pearl and pearl is 7 and paul is 12. They're so old.

And yet, when I listened the ocean breathes salty, I was taken back all the way to high school and steph and the song and everything that made me happy. And now it's changing. Its changing really fucking fast.

I am losing everything. I can't keep looking back to high school and thinking that I can still capture the happiness of back then. I was happy. For a big fucking second. And it's gone. It's been gone for seven years.

What do I do?

I have no idea.